This is a lament..so for readers who want joyous tidings..please skip it...
For the last 8 years , I have been trying
Trying to crack the right conversation which should be made in corporate loos
Trying to realise the difference between being office buddies and developing interpersonal skills
Trying to hop, skip and jump between industries to see if the length of the pyramid differs anywhere(it doesn't)
Trying to demonstrate self starter material, initiative, hard work and getting pegged as a Complete Loser Ant
Trying to unashamedly & insincerely butter up every Hari Sadoo who came my way and getting shouted at and passed over for all my pains
Trying to change myself into one of those super sexy people who keep getting the big raises and right jobs and failing so terribly..That
It's no fun watching myself, making loser faces in the mirror anymore ,after i get stoned on a rainy day..i have become the mirror
The money ain't dirty or sexy..the jobs are useless..and one day you have to face the fact that you should probably stop trying....it's just that u never know when to quit and generations of middle class inherited values will tell you...Quitting is for people who can afford to...not middle class daily wage earners like us.
Some really talented people, take the cue (more power to them) and branch off on their own paths...become their own bosses...
but what about the rest of the dead beat mob..are we to wallow in this existential angst ..moving around in circles, till one day we fall flat on our cubicle space and die..
People don't get it ...
It is not easy being a loser.. Like success ,it is a cultivated art form..which takes an immense amount of time and patience , and being able to accept getting howled at from various cretins..
How to i deal with it?..I don't..
I write a blog and move back into my stolen cubicle space to get onto my next useless call ......!
Next life am going to come back as a cat , have a few kittens,steal a few fish..not move my ass and soak in the sun ..;)..and for now ...3 solutions to negate the everyday life
alcohol(dont water down)
drugs
And More of The Same.....
:)
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